PHQ-Nickname:
DarkEnchantress
Halfquake:
BlackEmpress
Level:
1
Total kills:
54
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| I don't know what else to think.... |
| Mood: | depressive |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | February 02nd 2005, 13:29:52 |
| Visits: | 1317 |
| Series: | [ My Journey ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Description:
I have a problem with this girl, let's say her name is `Jade`.
She's a classmate and i think she's weird..... yup plain weird.....  |
There's this girl her name is Jade* ,When i first met her, we got along nicely.
We don't talk that much, but she's different from now. Suddenly... she got cold and
she gives death stares at me, that gives the chills.... it's really scary- it is.
I don't know what the heck her problem is, i don't even have a single clue, why the
heck she gives me those stares, and the way she act when she sees me, is so.... not normal.
I 'was' a member of our volleyball club, I love volleyball, but i'm not as good as a pro.
I loved playing it on the club and i like to improve my skills, i used to attend it all the time
but i decided to quit. I'm not really a quitter, but i can't play and concentrate, when i know
someones stabbing my back, and giving me those stares. one time we had been in the same
group, that really ringed the bell 'I quit' i quit quit quit! She was accidentally hit by
the ball by me, i did not do it purposely, i was sorry and said i am she gave me that
that.... stare again and frowned her lips and looked away, and ignored me...
infront of my other club members.... that was humiliating and that made me
mad... i wanted to cry coz, i give up. i try to be friends with her.
I don't really know whats bothering her... but somehow i feel she's umm...
jealous.... my question is jealous of what....? i caught her once when she
first gave me her first death stare.... that is when i was talking with the boy
near me, that is so annoying, and then she just gave me the stares.... after that.
Ugh.... I'm tired of her i don't want her to hate me... but i know i can't change that.
Then one time she bumped me and that damn HURTS! my back HURTS!!!!
That's IT!!!! THAT IS OVER THE LINE.... i tried not to bump her, but
she purposely did it.... what a b****  . Isn't she happy now!?
She is now flirting with her friends,and hopes to be noticed.... bleh, anyways
if they won't flirt no one would notice- well that's true... guys 'here' are stubborn.
Well i hope she would be happy flirting and posing. And she should be happy
coz she's next to her crush- that boy is stupid  .
I don't want to hate her and get mad at her, but being angry wihtout any
reason is not normal.... I don't know what to think or how to react everytime
she stares at me.... it's scary and creepy. |
Legion
February 03rd 2005, 06:31:42
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| Men are from earth, women are from earth, deal with it |
DarkEnchantress
February 03rd 2005, 08:52:25
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| i know that...... but it's really hard to deal with it. |
Legion
February 03rd 2005, 18:50:33
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| I used to let people walk on me and do whatever they wanted. It resulted in an emotional explosion known as Rikki aka LivingDeadGirl. Sort of the Me, Myself, and Irene thing, if one needs to relate to what I speak of. But, now that I have everything under control and can lash out once in awhile...I don't feel rather stressed by the everyday world and its crew of miscreants . I hope that you'll find the agression or the tolerance to handle your situation. |
DarkEnchantress
February 04th 2005, 11:14:59
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| ok..... i hope i will.... |
February 04th 2005, 17:12:08
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Come on girl! Cheer the **** up! it's not all that bad. So what if this girl has a problem - that's her issue to deal with. Ignore her, and seek comfort in the possiblity that she is either in love with you, or jealous of you... I hope it all works out  |
DarkEnchantress
February 10th 2005, 15:07:11
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| Well i think i need to get used of her treating me like that, but... i want her to respect me, and it really pisses me off, when i see her reaction, it's so weird.... they are all..... weird..... weird..... sorry, i was wrong, not all. |
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