PHQ-Nickname:
psychomessiahs
Halfquake:
Staple Center
Level:
75
Total kills:
18,122,314
Birthday:
September 22nd 1988
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| Mood: | dead |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | April 08th 2005, 14:20:07 |
| Visits: | 1021 |
| Series: | [ My way downstairs ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Description:
I hate her. I finally achieved it. The thing you could call love has slowly rotten away leaving just what I allways been, allways will be: Just Hate |
I could hate her for what she did to me, or for what she made me be, but sheÂ's not the only one. All my life have I never been treatened any different. She was just a bit more resolute..
But who, beein fairly intelligent, could think that the whole world sucks? ThatÂ's crap. ItÂ's pretty unlikely that I as the only person am right and all the others are wrong. IsnÂ't it far more logical to say that I, that all I thought sucks? That the thing I thought being love is false, that honour is nonsense that loyality doesnÂ't matter anything. That itÂ's normal and ok to say youÂ'd seek honesty and affection in a partner, but then in the end take an asshole.
This world, or better itÂ's inhabitants DO SUCK! Judged by my measure. But does that count? The measure of an insignificant loser, that has never achieved anything great and that is unable to have a relationship.. I am not respectable! Do not listen to me. Live your god damn life and love it, be happy with it and lie to each other and then to yourself, I donÂ't care. anymore.
I Â'm going to keep myself out of that. I donÂ't belong to them. I will end it sooner or later. Maybe now, maybe in 5 years but IÂ'nm fed up with them.
Judged by my measure.. |
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