PHQ-Nickname:
psychomessiahs
Halfquake:
Staple Center
Level:
75
Total kills:
18,122,314
Birthday:
September 22nd 1988
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| Mood: | peaceful |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | April 11th 2007, 05:28:07 |
| Visits: | 1279 |
| Series: | [ My way downstairs ] |
| Rating: | 5/5 (Votes: 1) |
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Description:
Just a diary entry |
 I have been very ill the last days. Some kind of liver desease. Maybe it was(/is!?) even some sort of hepatitis, the results from my blood test arent back yet.. I feel better now, but the last days were pretty much dominated by pain.
No matter how "unpleasent" the last days were they gave me the break I needed to think. Think about me, my life, my views on everything. Oh, unrelated things like timetravel or the nonexistance of coincidences aswell.
Some of my views changed, about some I even became surer.
I feel like a different person.
A very good .. friend of mine once told me never to regret anything, but I do regret a lot. I did many mistakes and caused a many unhappy moments. I see clearly about that now and I know what I did wrong, I think I even know why.
I hope this time I had will be a lesson for me, for my future life and I wish for everyone of you to have a similar time. Time just for YOU yourself to think about your life. (I'm not talking about carrear, money, education...) Im talking about your soul.
Soul.
I wish for all of you to feel the same rebirth that I did.
Namaste
PS: I drank about 10litres of peppermint tea today, will that kill me/lead to horrible mutations? |
muddasheep
April 11th 2007, 18:05:14
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| I'm sorry to hear about your illness and I really hope for you it isn't hepatitis. |
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muddasheep
