PHQ-Nickname:
Wolfsbane
Halfquake:
The Chamber
Level:
1
Total kills:
64
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| Mood: | pessimistic |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | September 24th 2003, 04:35:43 |
| Visits: | 1267 |
| Series: | [ Amy's Journals... ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Well, I finally have the things to think of. I have thoughts to keep me busy. I can just keep thinking. I have a lot on my mind now. Between LDG, Rick, school, homecoming, my mind, how not to get killed, forming a true coven, becoming the main character in a manga that will get published, what to do, what not to do, how to get to see Rick. WHAT SHOULD I DO? I can't even think straight. I just need to escape from my mind, but there is no way. Hell, the ones I have trusted the most don't even believe me, and I just don't know what to do. Doubting me, I fear the worst, I always do. But now, I just don't know what to think. I just feel...shut out...put away...locked in the same closet that they threw me in, then Momma Z took me out of it. Now I'm stuck in it again, and this time, no Momma Z. But, I just feel so hopeless, and no one truly understands what I'm talking about. And the one that does, is SO far away and SO far to talk to. *sigh* What should I do? I just want to go break down again...yes...again. Already did once...just recently...and it will happen more and more.
~Amy |
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