PHQ-Nickname:
Wolfsbane
Halfquake:
The Chamber
Level:
1
Total kills:
64
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| Mood: | awake |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | July 29th 2003, 17:11:34 |
| Visits: | 1303 |
| Series: | [ Amy's Journals... ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Um, I don't understand how I feel right now. My mind seems to be in a weird state. I feel confsed, I don't know if I am frightened or nervous or how I feel. Something is eating me away on the inside and I don' t know what and I can't explain it. I don't know how to explain it. It just doesn't make sense anymore. Not much makes sense anymore. I don't quite understand what is going on in my head and I don't know if I would even like it if I did know what is going on in my head. I don't understand and I wish I did, because if I did I could tell my love, Rick, what is on my mind and he would probably help me out with this. But if I don't even understand what is plaguing my mind, how can someone else understand it? And I automatically assume that no one else on this cold and desolate earth will ever care or understand, or ever even care TO understand. I wish I knew what was going on in my head. But then again...maybe it is better this way. I dunno, but jealousy seems to over ride my thought process very frequently and it doesn't make sense. I dunno, I just wish I could understand what it is that is bothering me, then I could end it or prevent it. I dunno, I probably don't even make sense at all. I just kinda ramble so as to attempt to make sense of this. I am afraid of a few things right now and just wish I could set my mind straight.
Well, I'm out for now.
Peace,
Amy |
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