PHQ-Nickname:
Seth275
Halfquake:
Seth Galaxy Corp.
Level:
21
Total kills:
614,025
Birthday:
November 20th 1986
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| Mood: | optimistic |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | March 14th 2006, 17:34:19 |
| Visits: | 1182 |
| Series: | [ Thoughts about (My) Life ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Description:
Just some minor details and updates |
Hey there  haven't been around for some time, maybe someone noticed but i doubt that. Anyway just wanted to give some updates on whats up with my situation
Just this few lines give u a hint that something has changed ... No not here Look further upwards ... look at what the mood Option Says 
So yeha I'm nearly finished with school that's somehow something positiv  but yeha it's more about "personal" changes I fianly got the courage to visit my dad and I'm somewhat relived that I've done it and it's one major thing less that worries me
On the other side there were some major loses ... The friends I got are the friends I lost :/ Somewhat that fact keeps bugging me because I'm sad about it but I've got to go on I think. What's working out good is that I'm finaly starting to change things that I want to change - or others want me to change x_O - I'm trying to be less "emo" and to get out of my room from time to time together with this I'm starting to change things that have to do with my body it's not like I'm training it's more like be more "conscious" about what I'm wearing and stuff.
All this are minor changes but I think they're good though nobody is there to recognize them.
So yeha I'm glad I got this few steps ahead and I'm (finally Oo") thinking about visiting a "Brain Doctor"  But I'm not sure about it but it would get me confidence if I'm depressiv or stuff that's why I'm thinking about it.
Just wanted to let you know this, Comments are welcome |
LordAsriel
March 14th 2006, 17:45:28
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Nice to hear about ye Seth!
Not that we had any more that knowing each other by nick, but well, I'm the first one in reading this, and I felt the pressure of writing a comment.
You've finished school? Lucky, lucky. I've just started it again, and come from it today entirely wet because of the heavy rain that stills continues to fall. Congratulations by the way for your personal changes. It's sick to know the same people with no changes during our whole lifes, as well as it's sick to keep avoiding old friends to keep meeting new ones. Balance, once again, is our best choice.
About the "Brain Doctor", I have no much of a comment. I've never visited any and perhaps I won't in my whole life, though if I feel like it...
Well, that's it, enjoy my comment as I shall write no more about this text. |
Seth275
March 14th 2006, 22:02:40
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Hehe thanks a lot for ya Comment
To make it somewhat more clear I'm just finished with this School ... Probably I'm going to study "Bachelor of Computer Science" and maybe (if it works out fine) I'll even to my Master in it But it's nothing that clear yet there are about 2 monthes left and after that my marks will tell me if i can manage to study |
Insidious_nOOb
March 16th 2006, 18:26:13
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I got a chance to read this and I am glad for you that your school is almost done for this year. I get to start the college thing too , real soon. *sigh* But , on the bright side! I may finish before my friend and he started before me. Computer science is a good subject but I am not good at math and it requires high math knowledge. Mostly in computers this is not a problem for me. Have Fun!   |
muddasheep
March 18th 2006, 17:15:07
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| don't visit the "brain doctor", because it's making things worse. you gotta deal with depressions yourself, or if you have close friends to talk to, then they can help too by listening. but brain doctors get paid to listen to you, they mostly aren't really interested in how you feel, it's just work for them. |
Seth275
March 20th 2006, 10:38:14
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You are probably right but hmmm yeha I don't know. For sure I've been trying to deal with them my self. But about the Friends ... It's quite troublesom But I don't want to argu about it again or stuff. About how the "Brain Doctors" do their work I agree but it's not like I want to go into "therapy" I'd just like to get some confidence about how the "scientific" side sees my Situation
But in the End I'll see what happens, I just wrote down one or two adresses where I can go if "i feel like it" It's a bit strange to explain |
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