PHQ-Nickname:
Wolfsbane
Halfquake:
The Chamber
Level:
1
Total kills:
64
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| 9-28-03 *sigh* bittersweet life |
| Mood: | depressive |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | September 29th 2003, 04:05:26 |
| Visits: | 1400 |
| Series: | [ Lucius' Journal ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Oh how bittersweet life can be. I thought I was going to be gone for quite a while. I had left, and no one really knew...no one would have. But, my love, she died, committed suicide whilst I was away. I had locked myself in Amy's head, not to return for a while. But, so much happened. My love, she died in Amy's arms. I was so unaware. I thought Amy would be ok, on her own. After all, she had Rick and Rikki to look after her. I just figured, she would be fine, but no, I was wrong, I was so terribly wrong. To think, the things that were said that ate her away inside, and then Rikki, dieing in her arms, and Rick almost leaving. Oh dear, the pain and trouble that would have caused. Well, it did cause pain and trouble. She almost lost it completely, I lie, she did lose it. She lost all sense of reason. She just sat here, in this chair, crying. *sigh* She cried, she cried in Rick's arms as she cried in his, but oh, the sadness. It was overwhelming. I feel bad that I had left just the night before. She lost it a few times that week. She felt, hopeless, helpless, pathetic, weak. Well, she was some of those. The pity of it. I was locked away, in a sleep like state, and there she was, almost on the verge of doing nothing to keep herself alive. *sigh* She lost it. She almost lost him. She would have died, and I am not kidding. She would not have killed herself, no, she would have wasted away. Now Rikki is back, and I am also back. I was trying to come back for a while, but it was so hard. Aaaaaah, my dear sweet Rikki. The truest sadist I know of. Well, thats all for now.
Lucius |
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