PHQ-Nickname:
Wolfsbane
Halfquake:
The Chamber
Level:
1
Total kills:
64
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| Mood: | alive |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | December 17th 2003, 04:50:03 |
| Visits: | 1331 |
| Series: | [ Amy's Journals... ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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I haven't been doing good as of recently.
1) Theater is killing me.
2) Stress from Rick (though he means well)
3) Stress from family
4) Stress from school
These are the four MAJOR stressors that are getting to me as of recently. I spend hours upon hours each day at theater. I don't get enough sleep, I don't eat much. I can't eat. I keep feeling like a knife is stabbing into me and it KILLS! I can't do much of anything. Not to mention I keep feeling like I'm going to throw up everything. I can't eat much if I eat at all.
I have over 20 jobs to do in theater. And they all need to be done at once and checked up on at the same times. AHHHHH! I love doing theater, but this is TOO much. I normally do lighting, but now I'm working on stage. The people at the theater agree I should be stage manager, but two other people that know nothing are stage managers. I don't want that responsibility too.
I've been under a lot of stress lately. I can't even be healthy anymore. I feel sick always and I'm constantly hurting. Oh well, life goes on, even after the thrill of living is gone. |
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