PHQ-Nickname:
Wolfsbane
Halfquake:
The Chamber
Level:
1
Total kills:
64
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| 12-22-03 It's a sad time... |
| Mood: | neutral |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | December 23rd 2003, 01:03:44 |
| Visits: | 1259 |
| Series: | [ Lucius' Journal ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Yes, I write here sometimes when she will not. Where to begin? I wonder this but I know where to begin...with the fight. It escalated from almost nothing. It was just the two of them talking online and talking about her being grounded. And then he was saying she should try this argument and saying she should argue with her mother. Now, I honestly try to stay the hell out of these fights. I wait until it is over and she is going blank, then I take over and prevent what might end her life. But, I was almost there all night. I was watching. She was pissed off. Well, he pretty much ended the fight with saying he hated her, and something along lines of how he hated himself and he would prove it. For some reason, this doesn't scare her anymore, but makes her sad. For she was truly thinking she never really has made him happy nor will ever make him happy. Now this mentality is stuck in her head, and she can't get rid of it. Neither can I, it wouldn't be my place to anyways. Well, she was almost going to leave him. I know she can't do it. She loves him too much and she will love him forever. But she was hurt again last night. The old wound from about a month ago was re-opened. She's scared and frightened of getting hurt again. He asked her for one last chance today. She's giving him that one last chance. Part of her didn't want to and wanted to run away and cry and the other part wants to give him all of the chances in the world. I, personally, don't care either way, because either way, I have to stay here and keep her from killing us. Now she's scared to get hurt and doesn't know what to do. It's sad really. She loves him, she always will, but she doesn't know what to do. This relationship has been tearing her apart on the inside, but she tells no one.
-Lucius |
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