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A Sadistic Angel's Journal
A Sadistic Angel's Journal

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PHQ-Nickname:
Legion

Halfquake:
The Asylum

Level:
10

Total kills:
60,346

Birthday:
June 22nd 1984

Lies, Deceit, And Hope

Mood:depressive
Type:Diary entry
Added:March 23rd 2004, 18:19:32
Visits:1309
Series:[ The life and times of Legion ]
Rating:Not rated yet.

Description:
After not speaking with him for a little while my friend Dave philosophically told me how I always end up being taken advantage of and that I trust all the wrong people. Refering to my wallet being left on a table while purchasing sun glasses...*sigh*. But, I ended up thinkingabout this situation and I decided to share this with the world.

Setting: 6th grade, Metcalf Elementry, Cafeteria
Who: Josh Wickford, Kyle Anderson, and Jon Brown

I was sitting down with Jon minding my own business having lunch with him seeing that he was my friend and someone I sat with on bus 22 in the front row. Josh W and Kyle A were the biggest bullies in the school, but if you were friends with them, you were all set.

I had nearly no friends and so dearly wanted them...but the idea itself seemed so impossible. then they came up to me one day and started to speak with me...which I didn't get but they were people that had potential prospects for being my friend. So I automatically was on the defense but...kept the idea in my head they were potential friends. After a little while we seemed to get along...I started to ignore Jon along with my usual activities due to the fact they weren't beating me up anymore and were seemingly kind to me.

...But, what I thought was dream came crashing down as bitter reality. They had been talking about me behind my back, saying things how I was such a loser, a wimp, etc. I was unaware of everything and when I heard it all I denied it because how could they possibly have done those things to me. The next day I was given $20 for the year books and I told them I was finally getting a year book (which I had wanted). As soon as they knew I had a 20 on me, I was immediately held down, beat, and they took me of $21.50. My lunch money included. I came to Jon crying because as small as I was and as freaked out as I was...He forgave me and we were fast friends again.

To this day...I trust people who just intend to beat me up and steal my lunch money. Yes, I've become more aware, yes I trust a little less, and yes as of recent I trust almost no one...but I still like to think most people are good natured...and good hearted. I'm a fool for that kind of trust and I get taken advantage of. But...thats okay. I'm okay with alot of things...I just wish the world wasn't okay with it.

Legion

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