PHQ-Nickname: Wolfsbane
Halfquake: The Chamber
Level: 1
Total kills: 64
Birthday: 00th 0000
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Mood: | depressive |
Type: | Diary entry |
Added: | July 29th 2003, 06:08:48 |
Visits: | 1391 |
Series: | [ Amy's Journals... ] |
Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Well, what do you all want to know. I met someone new today...and she's pretty damn cool. Her name is Rikki. I don't know why...but I trust her. And she's not a bad of a person.
Well, I just got a huge lecture from my father telling me to "get rid" of my boyfriend. I won't, I can't. I just don't understand how he can be so inconsiderate. Now I'm so afraid that my boyfriend Rick will leave me. There is so much pressure from everyone in my family. But what do they know??? Honestly??? What do they know??? They know nothing of how I feel for him and why I feel the way I do. They've known nothing for years. Well, I'm pretty pissed off, but not like it matters, it never does.
It's not like he's been there for me at all in the past 5 years. Why would it matter what he thinks? He practically abandoned me when my uncle died and none of them were there for me when I needed them. I just wanna do something about this. Prove him wrong or just piss him off further. Not like he'll remember any of this...he's drunk off his ass...like usual. It's every night...he ALWAYS drinks. He gets drunk off of his ass every night. And it pisses me off to no end. But it doesn't matter. It never will.
But, its all good in the end...becasue I love Rick. I really love him and I don't care what my family says.
Peace,
Amy |
Legion July 29th 2003, 06:47:22
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Hey hun, we won't let that get you down forever... |
Legion July 29th 2003, 09:00:11
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Oh and...I love you...I can never say it enough...I won't abandon you! |
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