PHQ-Nickname:
Wolfsbane
Halfquake:
The Chamber
Level:
1
Total kills:
64
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| Mood: | awake |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | July 21st 2004, 19:53:50 |
| Visits: | 1199 |
| Series: | [ New Journals...heh ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Well, I started working again today. Eh. I woke up at 4:30 AM and was out of the house by 5:00 AM. Eh. I worked from 6-12, and I'm doing the same thing tomorrow. Damn, the only reason I lasted so long was that I had a shot of espresso today. Talk about PURE CAFFIENE! Heh. Yeah, I'm feeling that shit right now. It's great. I get to work in Narragansett, which is pretty much my home. I just, know the area so well. I work in a little cafe in one part of Narragansett that holds so many memories for me, both good and bad. And, it's funny, I was there and could ONLY think of good memories. Not even the shit that would have made me pissed. I was so happy to be there. It was just great, to be there, and not worry about anything. I got $16 in tips alone today. Me and one other person, and I got $16 in tips. Heh. And this was a SLOW day. I don't want to know what a normal day is like. Eh.
I've been changing a lot lately. The changes were needed. I'm no longer that gullible little bitch that I used to be. That makes me happy. I get to be me. No one stops me. I have a new boy friend now, one that won't hold a knife to my throat or make me feel like shit. I got a boy that treats me right, makes me happy, and doesn't pretend to love me. He's great. I'm lucky to be with him. He understands me completely. He knows when I'm down, and he doesn't make me tell him things, but he always asks me what's wrong, and if it really eats at me, he helps me with it. Though, he gets frustrated how I don't let him help me when I'm physically hurting. Heh. That's just me though. I get so independent. Heh. He's the only person I've let help me with my problems. It's cool. My friends Kat and Lucius are dead and buried. Oh well. I'll get over that. I've been getting more involved in magick, both black and white. Heh. I even have someone to teach me about black magick more. I've been working out little by little, but I'm going to do it more so that if I'm faced with certain people, I can literally fight them off. No more of being this little bitch, I'm really going to learn how to fight. And, I'm going to fight dirty. Heh. Fair, but dirty. I'm so much happier now than I've ever been in my life.
I'm too exhausted right now to function.
-Wolfsbane |
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