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A Sadistic Angel's Journal
A Sadistic Angel's Journal

Introduction
My texts (61)
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PHQ-Nickname:
Legion

Halfquake:
The Asylum

Level:
10

Total kills:
60,346

Birthday:
June 22nd 1984

The Hunt Begins

Mood:optimistic
Type:Diary entry
Added:October 14th 2004, 08:23:58
Visits:1201
Series:[ The life and times of Legion ]
Rating:Not rated yet.

Description:
I vent in the PHQ's PP about everything now...how odd

Well, I began my own personal hunt. How fun is that? Three to be specific.

- One was a job hunt which finally ended with back to back employment.
- Another for success.
- Another for a human being or two.


So far, so good. First some updates...then some info on the hunts...huzzah!

I'd like to state for the record that I'm jealous of a friend of mine and his chess skills. In the middle of an unrated game, and I already have this sinking feeling that I'll lose...

Arcimeades, my new pet rat is learning to steal keys and other things I teach him. He's also learning to follow me on my shoulder...I feel like Willard half the time. Only need to keep him for two weeks then my wolf will be here. Hopefully so will the USDA license and import permit, but I'm assured it'll happen. Heck, my friend Jon has a pet Alligator and he has no permit for that, lol...its great...the guy has a baby alligator and a new pet kitten which is double pawed...its soooooo adorable! I love it and its just so cute! But, seeing the two together is just darling...until the gator starts to hiss....my wolf pup will be way more awesome though...($300 can you believe that!)

Next on the agenda...I'm throwing a party and so far the following people have agreed to go:

- Greg, Jon, Dave (might bring exgf Marianne), Dave S., Dave C. Shiro, Brian, Jessy (unconfirmed), Leigh, Heather, Wes, Carrie, Jane + bf (if she's around), Beth, Nicole and Amy B (yes these are sisters only Amy is the older one), Ashley, Merideth, Kait, Nick T., Effie, Ryan A, Ryan B (arruda/ bankas), and lastly Tim and Crystal...oh and almost forgot my new roommate...Valorie! There are some others...but they are highly unconfirmed till Saturday...

Well, a new friend of mine, Valorie, assistant manager of Hot topic, invited me to move in with her...apparently I didn't respond quick enough to move in, but we agreed that wouldn't happened cuz the car is still being fixed...boy Frank did a number on that thing...thank non-existant god he's paying for it all, hahaha... ...but the impression I'm getting is its a temporary thing and I can start movin' on in round December...dunno if I should though....she's invited me to go with her to this anime convention that is happening...ticket sales end on the 20th...I am so psyched to go! I'm going as Kyo...the samurai with a multiple personality...(HAHAHA) that is if I don't dress drag and go as Yuri or Kei...Yuri would be hard to do cuz she's wicked wicked girly and superiorly long hair...but Kei is more like me...she's a lil more masculine...shorter hai which poofs every so often and wears red and black...my fav colors. All my friends say I'm definately a Kei...besides, the name means Ricky, so that works! Hopefully I'll see this new friend of mine Jess there too. Heh...

Ever since I started on this medication (by my own choice) a week or so ago I've been making alot of new friends...and most of my old ones are now enjoying my company much more...apparently the polls say I'm less of a 'jerk' cuz I don't blurt things out...nor do I say alot of things that create controversy...This whole laid back thing really makes me wonder how long can I keep it up for? Dude I know, Awake sort of inspired this change in a sense...he was nice enough to sit down and let me know a few things.

Only down side is I've lost a few friends cuz of my 'attitude'...in other words I am going by my own whim for a change...

Jay: Rick, come on, its friday, lets go out and get fucked up, we just got two 30 racks!
Me: I'm straight guys...I did it already last month...
Jay: It'll be chill this time. We got mad loot and will get alot of munchies.
Me: That is really great but...look I really can't, I'm sorry. I can come with you and be the designated driver...*I chuckle a bit from my sarcastic joke*
Jay: Okay thats cool man, I'm down with that.
Mike: Fuck that, he's gotta drink with us, he always passes.
Me: Its up to you guys really, I won't argue.
Merideth: Yeah, its cool with me too, lets get in the car.
Mike: What the fuck kid, its a drink it doesn't hurt anybody. What are you gonna do; piss yourself?
*jay snickers*
Me: Oh, like the time you did at Brandon's party, right? In front of Tim and Chris?
Mike: FUCK YOU! I COULDN'T FIND THE BATHROOM YOU CROSS DRESSING FREAK!
*group laughs except for mike*
Jay: Mike's had a few man already, forget him.

We went out, had fun, I stayed sober and they were cool about it though even after mike sobered up he still thought I was an asshole for saying 'no'...tried to pick a fight by doing some serious wicca/gay bashing...all I could do was laugh at him cuz he was tryin' so hard to hurt my feelings...

Anyway...

I've began a hunt for a few people that i've lost over the years, so far I've gotten in touch with one...and she might be coming to the party! yay! Looks like 2 years gave us the space and time to grow up and forget the past...she was very proud of me for 'taking medication'...she said, "Ritz, all I wanted was you to be happy, back when we were going out, I wanted to leave you because nothing I did for you really seemed to make you happy near the end of it, I'm happy for you that you've gotten a hold of your life." She also mentioned she was thrilled to hang out with me cuz it seemed like I wasn't miserable all the time...I was miserable? I thought her and I had a good thing goin' back then...eh...I still can't believe I couldn't see MA's misery cuz I was...

The best part though...was the fact she also told me the break up really wasn't her idea...she had a feeling I'd turn out alright but her parents didn't feel like letting her wait that long...what irony...but I'm glad her and I had that talk...I am pretty esctatic to see that she's having a good life too...college soon...new bf...she's happy...and for some weird...and very fucked up reason...so am I...Leigh said its a good thing that I'm happy for her...Doesn't matter at the moment...only cuz I'm too tired to talk about why it does.

Anyway...my hunt for success is increasigly getting better...but...I'm too tired to talk about that...

Scaleskin
October 14th 2004, 23:58:55
heh...I am not that good at chess! I got my ass kicked pretty bad by one of the top players last week!

Legion
October 15th 2004, 07:08:34
Keywords...TOP PLAYERS

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