PHQ-Nickname:
Legion
Halfquake:
The Asylum
Level:
10
Total kills:
60,346
Birthday:
June 22nd 1984
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I woke up this morning...fell out of bed...the phone was ringing, I picked it up and she said, "I love you more than anything thank you for being true, you've been faithful, loyal, and kind thanks for being you..."
The red sox are winning...I feel like I'm winning...the gf has dedicated "Pieces of Me" as a song to me...heh...I never thought that applied to me...but she says the specific lyrics
"It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care
When I'm angry, you listen
Make me happy is your mission
And you won't stop till I'm there
Fall...Sometimes I fall so fast
Well, I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have"
Part of my mission usually is to keep her happy...
I could give someone a hug right now...I really could...I actually gave a random person a hug today...I just walked up to them and said, "Hi, we've never met...but I'm in a good mood, can I give you a hug?" She was like..."Okay, cool!" and I gave her a hug, then all of her friends wanted hugs...lol...it was awesome....I've been cheery all day...like nothing or no one could get me down...
I only had one disappointment today but...since I expected nothing less...it didn't matter. The other day I saw Frank pouring cereal...I just told him, "Hey tinkerbell..." Went in the fridge and just grabbed the milk from him...he gave me this look of like..."What the hell?" And today, when I saw him I told him, "Hey, lookin' sharp!"...I think its just wearing off on people...My friend Jessy really really really wants to hang with me on Thursday...and her friend Rachel wants to as well...(But from what Jessy tells me she wants more than that)...(ironically enough Jeff, Amy, and Nikki think Jessy wants more from me too, but I have no worries...I'm a one woman man)...
Whats really been odd though is...I haven't had one dark thought...not one...except for the Half-Quake movie...but I was actually laughing while discussing some ideas with TheAwake who gave me some guidelines to make it by...the strict rules of HQ...which I must ask MS about sometime...I still can't get over the fact I haven't had the desire to kill, maime, gut, or even simply hit someone all fricken day...hell...I really haven't sworn anything major either...My friend Greg...I gave him some advice...I was like..."Dude, give someone a hug...you'll really really appreciate it and ten to one so will they."
There is too much good will inside our hearts just to concentrate everything on hate you know? Whatever happened to love, caring, forgiveness, and just overall good? I do not believe in good or bad but I do believe in the concepts of them...and the concept...the idea of good...is what really drives me. Dogma put it best..."Don't have a belief, have an idea."
I just feel on the urge of extremes..I don't know why I go to extremes...but I just do...right now...I'm on one. Today, I read two books. Civilization and its discontents and my old calculus book...
It was strange though...it wasn't until the three hour ASVAB's I took with the Corps....I didn't have the need to do much of anything with books or even just learning...I had a strange headache...which my uncle jon said was my unused brain muscle going into effect...lol...he's such a card...ever since then I've become really needy for knowlege and just trying to catch up on things. I feel like I've been so...dormant...but now with so many opportunities...*sigh*...maybe...maybe its only for today...but I hope to wake up tomorrow and feel the exact same way.
Sincerely,
Legion
*HUGGLES PHQ* I love every last one of these silly lil sadists! |
TheAwake
October 21st 2004, 01:10:35
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 Isnt it nice? Yes, life IS great...if you find yours...Try to analyzzle why youre fine, and keep those things up...thats all I can say |
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