PHQ-Nickname:
DarkEnchantress
Halfquake:
BlackEmpress
Level:
1
Total kills:
54
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| Why can't they just SHUT UP!!!??? |
| Mood: | tired |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | January 20th 2005, 11:11:49 |
| Visits: | 1266 |
| Series: | [ My Journey ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Description:
I had a bad day, a stupid BAD DAY! BAD HAIR DAY! BAD MOOD! BAD STOMACH!
BAD MIND!!!! And a STUPID GIRL RUINING IT ALL!!!!!!! TOO!!!!!!
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But anyways no one can see it 
coz, they can't ... blind people...
but it's good they won't see
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Sorry for the violence, I'm just mad 
and i like to express it, NOW... |
Ok, so i start my ordinary day, waking early going to school,
learning stuff, listening to my crappy
classmates telling every1 to shut up... i say
he should shut up.
My eyes were hurting and i had this headache, i still have now...
My stomach is grumbling, but i ate well... stupid stomach of mine.
I ate, cleaned the room, do some crappy stuff.
Oh, well, another of my days i thought... the stupid people
think so stupid, but i won't le them ruin my day...
until..........
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH, i'm telling you i wanna scream!!!!
so loud!!! that their eardrums would BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And their head will hurt!!!!! i wanna grabe her F***ing head!!!!
I wanna break her leg, and HER VOICE!!!! OMG!!!
it's like a cockroach's voice!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it !!!
 ....... i wanna go INSANE, it goes to my NERVES!!!
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WHY??? WHY???
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Flashback:
She'll smile, she'll scream, pretend to be ms goody 2 shoes.
Try to be my friend, well at least she tried 
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Now:
UGH!!! I WANNA PUT FROGS IN HER BAG!!!!!! AND SHE'LL SCREAM
TO DEATH!!!!!!! BWAHAHAHAHA ehem... sorry 
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The situation, and answer to the WHY
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I was there as usual, waiting for the girl i walk with to and
from school ( i can be myself, but it's good to be with sum1)
so where was i.. oh yeah, i was waiting there humming to myself,
lalalala well humming but inside my head. Then this this this!!! stupid girl
was there!!! ugh, talking to some watever flirting s***ty girls (sorry inoccent gurls, i think)
Then she saw me, and her reaction!? like she saw a ghost!!! well i mean SURPRISED!!!!
I don't look like a GHOST!!!! and i know why she had that reaction,
cos she was gossiping about me?!!! OK ME!!!!!!!! ME!!!!!!!! i MEAN ME!!!!!!
How cruel.... i was there minding my own bussiness, and there
is the crap girl spreading humors, why the HELL??? do they do such
a stupid CHILDISH F***ING THING!!!!!!!!!
I didn't had anything to do with them, well i know
what they were talking about, i have sharp ears from humors...
and i don't like them!!! STABBING!!!! ME!!!!!!! ON!!!!!! MY!!!!!!! BACK!!!!!!
( I want a pillow...  )I heard them talking.
She said something to this girl,
I heard my name!! MY NAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but unpronounced clearly!! BUT I'M THE ONLY
ONE WITH THE NAME IN THE SCHOOL!!!! OR THE
WORLD!!! (maybe) Then she went away,
trying to AVOID ME!!!! ME!!!! why do they like to
make stupid humors, and they also laugh at fat girls...
S**T I hate it when they do that.... why??? I'm not fat,
but the other ppol they laugh at, they don't go to school!!! EVER!!!
I pity them.i wanna tell them(the stupid ppol) they are F***ING STUPID!!!!
AND the MOST CRAPIEST DUMIEST S**TEST F***ING PERSONS
I HAVE EVER MET IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!!
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I wanna cry but no one's there, to lend me
a crying shoulder....
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TheAwake
January 20th 2005, 13:57:36
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well I would but, you know...I honestly wouldnt get that pissed about it, since hatred is obviously unhealthy. You should think carefully about which people should be able to upset you. The easiest way is maybe just laughing at them, knowing youre just better. At least thats what I do. If they make you that angry, dont you think they won? Isnt that what theyre trying to do?
Besides, you will never be able to change them so you can either get totally screwed like you are right now, or you can say "fuck you, I dont need you and your pathetic way of thinking" and leae them behind in ther world of rumors and lies. There are too many stupid people for letting yourself being touched by them (in a mental way). Know that youre the better person, and smile at them. Dont give a crap about them and their stupid ideals. You know who you are, and you know they dont. Thats why they can never say something true about you, something that would really hurt.
Turn away and if they see you dont care, they wont continue since its not that much fun then. Just dont let them upset you, its really not worth it. |
Legion
January 20th 2005, 14:23:58
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I'd lend you a crying shoulder but...the best I can do is say I hope all gets better...because most of the time, it does get better. Remember, you have a few friends here too. (Oh, and some advice, to quote Devo: If you have a problem you must whip it, whip it into shape, whip it good!)
Sincerely,
Legion |
DarkEnchantress
January 21st 2005, 07:43:47
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well, i do smile at them that's why they don't know.... but it's so hard inside, i want to let my anger go, so that i won't hate them.... thanks for you advice
ok, i'll whip it good :
now I feel better coz i had let it go  my anger... so that i can gold another one..... again  |
DarkEnchantress
January 21st 2005, 07:44:37
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| *hold (gold) |
InsaneManiac
January 23rd 2005, 19:05:33
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Do as it has been said many times, "Don't get mad, get even!" rumors are extremely vicious things that can, and have, ruined peoples lives. You seem to know this girl, therefore, you might know something about her that would ruin her.
Or if you can, just ignore it and follow the IDGARA ( I don't give a rats ass ) way of life. It is your choice. Think it through before you act, and please post the results.
If I am to late, oh well. |
DarkEnchantress
January 31st 2005, 05:47:27
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well.... i just ingored her..... anyways, there's karma, i don't want to ruin her.... coz i don't want it to come back to me.... i know some day evil will come
to them BWAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAH ehem.... excuse me |
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