PHQ-Nickname:
Legion
Halfquake:
The Asylum
Level:
10
Total kills:
60,346
Birthday:
June 22nd 1984
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| Read me!(new edited version)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| Mood: | aggressive |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | June 29th 2005, 23:14:00 |
| Visits: | 1218 |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Description:
The following is something to read to understand the mind of the member, LSGF, aka Wolfsbane, to show a new side which has concerned myself and others. Do not read it if you could care less or do not have a strong stomach. It's a note written by her; talking about her inner most sexual fantasies. It's quoted word for word, even with the spelling errors.
Oh and, an edit so people know why I posted such a cruel and private thing was because we met accidently and had 4 people waiting for me, I was followed around, threatened, then they went after me physically. Now I'm being accused of being a rapist, so this is my self-defense to prove I'm not the screwed up one
Opinions wanted.
P.S. Try to feel little sympathy for the 'monster'. People who have no respect for life deserve no respect at all. |
"Ah, yes. Now you know what I meant when I said I was a sadist. *Sigh* You still do not know the full extent. Tieing a person up & burying her up to her head, on her back, with her tits sticking out & putting burning embers on them to hear her scream. <-Another one. And there are many. Complete torture chambers. Ripping girls apart after raping them in every way. Making girls do things to each other. All are only a select few. There are so many.
So what do you think of me now? And you thought I was so innocent & naieve. Did I ruin your perspective of me? I hope I did not. How about piercing someone's clit with a needle & hooking it up to electricity? How about caging someone and putting them over a fire so they gte burned? And still this is not all. Now remember, every fantasy also includes rape.
I'm sorry to have to tell you this. BUt, I had to tell you this. But, I had to tell you, or it would eat at me more & more. Now, I fear you will lose respect for me. For I, I am a twisted fool inside.
I've thought of torturing everyone that has done me wrong. *sigh* I hope you can understand, but if not, I understand.
Do you hate me now? Now you know what I truly am. I am the monster. The monster I tried to cage. The one that seeped out. I am what I am. Lucius will be no more soon, I no longer need him. you now know what I am, I will just let him sleep forever. He was only here to protect me from my own thoughts. But, now my thoughts are here, I have no need for him, he can now die alone if that is what will happen when he sleeps for a long time. He will soon be forgotten. He used to be my imaginary friend when I was but a child and oh how he's grew over the years. He was me & still is...
Please know I love you, I always will. I won't hurt you, I won't let myself. I love you. I beg you, Rick, not to leave me. If you cannot take this, I will understand. Goodnight my dearest love."
A monster, a coward...and mostly of all by the last paragraph, a liar.
I hope people share my concern that it isn't just I who sees this atrocity.
Sincerely,
Legion |
muddasheep
June 30th 2005, 01:45:11
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I think you should've kept this private, this is rather personal I suppose and you're violating her privacy
even if she seems to enjoy violating stuff, I think you're being pretty unfair here  |
Spam
June 30th 2005, 04:30:09
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| I think you're better off without her |
LordAsriel
June 30th 2005, 06:17:26
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I think she's weird, but free. And I agree with MS, this isn't the kind of thing you post in a public site as this is. Of course, it's your choice what to do with your relationship.
Everbody's weird, everybody's insane, and those who aren't neither, are both bored and boring.
*Edit*
I agree completely with Seth's edition, I can't find better words. I hadn't caught the whole magnitud of her obsesion... I agree with you too, Legion. I suggest Police as a solution, but I think is too sad the fact that there are people like her. She's nuts, she's a monster, infinetly coward, and a liar... |
Seth275
June 30th 2005, 08:45:42
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Hmmm i think something similary was posted before or?!
Anyway yeha that was a quite private letter and maybe you shouldn't have postet it. That something i definetly agree with 
Hmmm I dunno what to say Somewhat this is wicked and yeha it's sadistic hmmm if she'd do that just with people who like this (i think even such people exist  ) let her go... For me I'd break up with her but it's your decision.
I don't really know what i should thik about it. I know a lot of wicked sex stuff and quite find somethings very intresting but i don't like so see people realy getting hurt (Wiping is ok sometimes you don't have to get off the flesh of the bones ) so yeha ... Really don't knwo what to think about it
*Edit*
Holy Fuck hmmm so she really is a monster... I hate such dudes, it never happend to me but yeha those peopel don't deserv much. I'm sorry for you and hope you get better soon. if they don't stop I'd think about getting to the police. Even now i'd seriously think about getting a lawyer on it or something like that. I don't get those people Oo I mean maybe thsi sadistic thingy is THEIR kinda urhm Fetish but people who don't like it shouldn't be involved. I'm just stating thsi in case this didn't get over to you guys.
This is quite hard stuff *sheesh* I know some carzy dudes but that's definetly something people should get beaten up and punished for... |
Insidious_nOOb
June 30th 2005, 19:08:46
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Girls are NOTHING but Useless trouble...
Dump her and MOVE on, I would have to say, I wouldn't say that if I didnt at least think it true..
She will bring you only more misery...  
Dont forget that the choices you make are only your own..  and Good Luck!  |
muddasheep
July 01st 2005, 11:00:28
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I agree with thephilosopher, everybody's weird, we just have different skills in covering it 
and I'm sorry that you got beaten up, legion, well I hope you never meet her again |
Legion
July 02nd 2005, 01:59:36
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| Thanks MS, all you guys...for understanding. I just feel so bad because I really believed in her and really thought she would change for the better. I also had hope she'd really make something of herself...but now I see it's just gonna be a downward spiral to nowhere so I'm getting her out of my life as well as out of my system. I keep getting threats to this day and it's getting annoying that her and her goons can't leave me be...*sigh* |
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