PHQ-Nickname:
Seth275
Halfquake:
Seth Galaxy Corp.
Level:
21
Total kills:
614,025
Birthday:
November 20th 1986
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| Mood: | tired |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | September 18th 2005, 14:48:56 |
| Visits: | 1395 |
| Series: | [ Thoughts about (My) Life ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Description:
Just some Questions to your and probably my self  |
Yhea Hi another wicked thought came up my mind and landed here :>
It's just something I'd like to know from your, maybe this would've been better placed in the Forums I know :/. But before i get to the Point, don't forget the "CU Dudes" Post of losersrule
So yeha I wanted to ask what your do about people that you hmm feel uncomfortable around? I mean how do you act or what do you do about it? Have you any Special behavour around those people or do your just endure the situation or what?
P.S. with uncomfortable I mean Positiv AND Negative Feelings |
muddasheep
September 19th 2005, 03:45:45
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I feel very uncomfortable when my girlfriend's brother is sitting next to me... I try to behave normally, but inside I feel like standing up and screaming, also I make a lot of mistakes (when writing something or whatever because I'm so nervous and angry), and I feel watched all the time.. and whenever he talks to me I have to force myself to stay calm and reply in a normal way instead of just saying "shut the fuck up"..
usually I avoid being with people I don't feel comfortable with, but it's impossible to avoid my gf's brother cause we live in the same appartment.. he has a gf too and I don't like her either, and honestly he doesn't like her either, they're just together for one thing ~_~
so, all in all I behave quite unnaturally around those people, I'm calmer than usual, I try not to look into their direction and I avoid talking to them.. |
Seth275
September 21st 2005, 11:11:04
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Oh come on people 24 Views... there have to be more opionens on this
As nobody is saying anything i'll point out my how I act in such a Situation 
For the negativ Side I pretty much act like MS I get very silent and calm but inside I think GO AWAY GO AWAY SUCKER >_<
For the positiv Side it really does depend on the Person but most likely I try to focus on talking to the Person and avoid staring at the Person though for example if it's in a great Room and there is a distance between us, I stare from time to time if it's someone I really like :]
But there is also another behaviour (damn I hope you can read that word :/) ... Getting Silent Again Dunno Sometimes even though it is a quite welcome unconfortable feeling I just can't talk or look at the Person I just get Silent and search for distraction  |
Artanis
September 21st 2005, 13:49:46
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I think we all preety act the same with such uncomfortable presence. I mean acting - hidding our real self. Easy to make a mistake. Especially when rappidly "switching into calm mode". I mean when suprised by that person. Like you turn around and he (or she) is suddenly behind you. We're nervous because we don't want to make a mistke in fact we look a bit fake and then nervous not to produce visible fake... you know what I mean?
With others, (think 'unawaked' happy victims) it really depends on the person. I try as most as I can to think on what I am about to say, "analysing the conditions". (It sounds so weird) To not later regret what have you said. I try to be as aware as I can. But, yeah, it depends. I rather stay silent when I can.
I've recently make a kinda good friens with one "victim". I knew him only from sight. When I looked how he behaves normally, I thought of him like of total unawaked fool (I think you know what I mean). I even sometimes thought how fun it would be to have such a person in "GarryMod" (for HL2) or real life - a ragdoll to kick around  [ when sadistic part of me awakened ]. Bla bla bla. Yesterday, when we were on Science Presentations, kind of a "school trip" (sounds funny) to Science academy in other city. We simply started talking after some time. I never felt uncomfortable with him or what. While talking I know I was acting a bit. We kinda got known , but still I was hidding my true self. (That part hating humanity and "life sucks in general") <Cut larger part of too long, boring story> We made a kind of friends but I still feel it's a bit of fake. |
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