PHQ-Nickname:
Seth275
Halfquake:
Seth Galaxy Corp.
Level:
21
Total kills:
614,025
Birthday:
November 20th 1986
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| Mood: | sick |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | October 26th 2005, 14:16:29 |
| Visits: | 1260 |
| Series: | [ Thoughts about (My) Life ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Yeha Yeha one of my other (pathetic?!) Postssss  So I think you know my style, so don't read on if you dislike it  |
Yey Hell yeha this was or better still is a quite troublesome week around last Sunday I really got ill. It was at Night and I didn't cared that I didn't felt that well, just thought "Get 2 Bed and today will be a fine Day" I was kinda wrong...
On Monday I woke up with about 39.6°C Fever took some medicine and went to school because I wanted to compare some things with a Classmate and as the rest of the Week on each day there was something important, it was clear I'd "have to" go to school on each day. So I thought "Hey it dosen't make sense to leave out Monday"
Yeha so the reasons for going to school till now where 2 Presentations I had to "do", One of them together with friends. That was the Presentation of today Tomorrow I have to finish a Documentation about a "Messreihe" we did and on Friday we're going to do a class test in Englisch.
So yeha you see I, at least for my taste, didn't had a chance to be @Home
But I think I'm starting to get better the Fever has a bit Sunk and yeha coughing is getting worse though :/ I hope I get a bit rest on the Weekend though I'll help out a Classmate with Programming (We're writing a class Test in Programming on the next Monday).
If someone I know from "Real-Life" read till here, stop now.
Yeha as I told "we" (Some Friends and Me) had a Presentation today. It was quite a trouble to do this. Yesterday we met to "assemble" the Presentation... I was the only one I think who had prepared something. Between Yesterday and the day were we got the "command" to prepare the presentation nearly 4 or 5 weeks passed I think. Though we had prepared a Plan (on the day we got the "command") that nobody reminded, or at least most did not, I prepared something I thought that could've been on the Plan/List we did. But nobody else seemed to prepared something. I mean even if I don't remind my concrete Part I can prepare something if I know all this is going to be about taxes or??
Yeha so that's something I thought of like: "Ok this is not a Problem if we work fast and effectiv we can finish this withing an Hour or Two" I was proven wrong again. 3 of 4 people (Guess who was the one who hadn't) ate some Pizza for the start. (I mean Ok they we're hungry and stuff but while eating you can work. Side Notice: I didn't ate a Pizza because I knew my Mother would prepare soemthing for dinner).
So yeha this was the first point that I didn't found that great but again I thought "We can still finish this quite fast" So yeha urhm nice thought right? 1 Person was working a long time on a simple diagramm -.- another one didn't had a Computer so he couldn't do something else than distract people from work and the last person besides me... Yeha uhrm worked for the part of the "List" that was given to her so she worked that out and yeha than just kinda urhm sat around and waited ... as I started uhrm arguing about this situation (as I didn't found this acceptable) she started yelling why I get so angry at her. I told her that she could work for the others as nobody really wanted to spend that much time on this, at leastI think.
This was just another wrong thing I told her. Dunno I really can't tell why but recently somehow there isn't anything or maybe just very little I can tell her that dosen't end up for me feeling kind of angry or sad and her yelling and arguing with me.
So yeha today we had the Presentation as I expected nobody really worked on his part after we had ended the session on yesterday with just giving everyone a task what he had to present. So yeha back to "now" as I said today we had the Presentation and the person who didn't do anything or at least mainly distracted people on yesterday was sick. But as we still had someone in our Group without any "task" we just switched the stuff to him.
It went quite OK I've to say though I really hate the "morale" with that we worked yesterday.
I hope you haven't fallen asleep yet 
So yeha I was just like hmm okay we did it, somehow. In a break she told us that shew anted to go home because she felt bad and yeha maybe she didn't meant it like that but for my personal taste she accussed me that I was the Reason she was ill. So she just mentoined that probably I was the uhrm yeha hmm "last water drop"
I mean for I think more than 3 Weeks her BF has been ill and she did as anybody can understand a lot with him and yeha I mean uhrm I don't know but Isn't it her own fault that her immune system dosen't withstand an attack of "fresh" sickness Bacteria/Viruses I mean I get a long with it that maybe I was the cause she finaly got Ill but it sounded like it was all my fault -.-
I really don't know what to do right now. Most things I tell her are somehow wrong and yeha this really is somehow stressing me because I see her as a good Friend and want to help her. Maybe I overreact and overdo it sometimes I know this but I think this is somehow the way I am and I know I should change it and somehow I try it but I don't seem to do process in this case.
last Story to this "case" for now is that I send her the Documentation I made for tomorrow so she can look at it and see what my Measurments where and stuuf. Another schoolmate asked for this as well and I agreed to send this to him as well and yeha insted of me sending this to him she did it. So I told her "Thanks that you send my Data to someone" I mean OK he would've gotten it anyway from me (though maybe in a slightly changed version) but it is MY work I spend about I think an hour or so on painting the Circuts in Paint. So shouldn't I be the one who sends this out? Normaly I wouldn't even care that much about this but after this "sickness accuse" today and because the one who got this told me he just wanted to see the circuts (I can Imaging tomorrow there will be at least a second Documentation with the same Paints. This dosen't have to happen but i can imagin this) I'm so not angry but yeha sad or hmm disapointed yeha that would fit it I think, about it.
P.S. I hope someone does understand whats written here and maybe reads anything. Sry about the bad Englisch and bad Article Design but uhrm I needed about half an hour or even a whole hour to write this down and feel pretty tired right now. And in case she reads it. I statet that you shouldn't read it behind certain point. If you did so feel free to talk about it with me or flame or whatever you want. |
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