PHQ-Nickname:
Wolfsbane
Halfquake:
The Chamber
Level:
1
Total kills:
64
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| 9-10-03 (Anger)----Giving up??? Staying strong??? |
| Mood: | depressive |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | September 10th 2003, 02:12:08 |
| Visits: | 1336 |
| Series: | [ Lucius' Journal ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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This is the Anger,
Should I just give up hope?
I just wanted to be out for a while.
Be able to experience.
I've been bottled up for so long, no one to listen to me scream.
And trust me, I have been screaming for so long.
The little voice inside her head.
She was strong to keep me back for so long.
But as of recently, and she won't tell anyone this, she has weakened.
All the old memories of the past years coming back.
She called "them" back.
"Them" is what she calls ghosts and supernatural spirits.
Well, I was bottled up for so long.
No one cared, no one loved me...ever.
She did, she just didn't know it.
Now Rick, he loves her so much.
And Rikki loves her too.
I love them both.
But in a strange way, I know they love me, but I still doubt it.
As if some little part is afraid that they will leave.
I am not a personality...just a mood swing.
I am a major mood swing.
Please do not hate her after you read this...or tell her to go on medication...or to go seek professional help.
That hurts us both.
Sorry to anyone that reads this and does not understand.
To Rick: I am sorry...I love you.
To Rikki...LDG: I love you.
I truly do Rikki.
I do miss you.
I never thought I would be capable of mising someone beautiful and perfect like you.
To Amy: I'm sorry that I invaded your mind.
--(Rick, give me a name)-- |
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