PHQ-Nickname:
Wolfsbane
Halfquake:
The Chamber
Level:
1
Total kills:
64
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| Mood: | depressive |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | October 20th 2003, 02:45:05 |
| Visits: | 1347 |
| Series: | [ Lucius' Journal ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Well, I'm down. Can't really think straight. We're having problems...Amy and I. It's getting increasingly more and more difficult. Can't really keep our mind straight on just one thing. I'm more than tired and I haven't been tired in a while. I think I will be the one going to sleep tonight and not Amy. I can hardly keep this mind on track and its so difficult to try to be in a good mood. I know some of what is bothering us. Some of it is her uncle's anniversary thats coming up in just a few days. It will be on Thursday. Such a horrible day for us both. And whatever it truly is that was let out, well, lets just say that it gets stronger and stronger and I don't know when its strength will be at its peak. But I do hope she somehow controls it soon. I know she can't and neither can I, and I know that no one else can help. Maybe I should somehow put her out of commission for a while and just take over and keep just about everyone away from her. Maybe that will work. Maybe it will not work. I'm not sure really. I know that its creeping up and is destroying her. I tried to tell Rick, but he didn't react too well. He just kinda said he hoped I wasn't asking him for help, which is what I wanted to do, but instead, I just said that I was NOT asking him for help and simply letting him know. So, I decided not to ask him for help, but I wish I could. And I wouldn't know WHO to ask for help. But it is needed greatly. Well, I have to get offline now and probably go to sleep. I'm bored and tired. Well, I'm off for now. I might write again soon. Not like anyone cares, not like anyone reads this...
Lucius |
hollow
November 14th 2003, 10:06:39
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| but the FEW who do feel concern, IM sUrE of it |
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