PHQ-Nickname:
Wolfsbane
Halfquake:
The Chamber
Level:
1
Total kills:
64
Birthday:
00th 0000
|
|
| Mood: | sick |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | November 07th 2003, 05:00:45 |
| Visits: | 1381 |
| Series: | [ Amy's Journals... ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
|
Well, not too much is new. I'm sick as anything and not mentally for a change. He he he. Yeah, right now, its physical. I have a cold, and my whole body is hurting from some problem I had as an infant. Well, its all good I guess. Just have to wait for my back and legs to stop hurting soon. I'm just hurting all over. I feel sick to my stomach, and I just want this to go away. Everytime I move, I'm in some pain, I can't really sleep and I've started coughing, which just hurts more.
Now, for the mental stuffs. Here it is. I'm just pissed off. Its all crashing in at once. I keep having my mood swings, Lucius isn't giving up on the memory, I'm holding a lot in and it all hurts. Ok, about the mood swings, they always happen, but I think my period is coming soon, which just adds to it. I've been going through my lovely little extremes which can go from happy beyond belief to wanting to kill myself in just an instant. Its actually more stressful going through the mood swings than just being in any single mood. *sigh* Ok, new topic, Lucius. He wants a memory from a couple of weeks ago. He's not giving up. He just wants this memory of a really hurtful conversation I've had before. I don't want him to have this memory, its MINE. It was towards me, not him. But he knows what it does in my head, he just can't access it. But the stuff I hold in is for me and me only. Its not for others to know...
~Amy |
| You need to login to add comments and ratings.
| |
