PHQ-Nickname:
Wolfsbane
Halfquake:
The Chamber
Level:
1
Total kills:
64
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| Mood: | weird |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | March 09th 2004, 02:33:05 |
| Visits: | 1344 |
| Series: | [ Amy's Journals... ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Ever get that feeling you're being watched and followed? That's been me for the past few nights. For 3 nights now, that's all I can feel. I feel like I'm being watched.
It all started with the scratching at my door. I went to open the door, nothing was there. That was the 6th, the full moon. But right when I went outside, I could feel I was being watched. I also felt a presence. I started to feel it getting closer and closer, so I carefully went back inside and shut the door, then proceeded to lock it. That whole night, I felt watched. And I was. Every time I went by a window, a shiver was sent down my spine. But that's not all. That's when the images were being embedded in my brain. At first it was just the woods, that's all. No noises, no figures, just the moonlit woods. That's also when I felt a calling. A calling to go out. I felt that I just HAD to go out. I felt like I was being called out. I wanted to go out so badly. I couldn't help it, I had to go out. But, I didn't. All that night, I brought members of my pack outside, and I could feel I was being watched. I'm not sure what's out there.
Sunday (last night) night wasn't better. I just wanted to go out. I was fine all day, but once the sun went down, I just wanted out. I wanted to get out. I still felt watched. I even felt like I was being watched when in my room. But that's not possible. So, I was feeling weird, wrote a note to a good friend of ours. Then the images were flooding my mind. SO...I just wrote them all down. But there were more images. Weird how the images come and my imagination is under my control so I pretty much shut it down. That's when the images don't stop and my imagination is gone, and I start to wonder how these images just grow and grow. They don't stop. More and more pile up. I get flashes of them, then I'll get a decent sized image. Sometimes they'll just expand and work off of what is already there, but it's not my imagination.
Well, tonight isn't much better. I want to go outside. I want to find whatever is out there. I just...NEED to go find this thing. Well, I'm off to go pretend to care about the world. |
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