PHQ-Nickname:
Legion
Halfquake:
The Asylum
Level:
10
Total kills:
60,346
Birthday:
June 22nd 1984
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| 03-19-04 In complete fear |
| Mood: | I'LL SHOW YOU MY MOOD YOU &"\%&/()@="$!\="&!=(%(!@ |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | March 19th 2004, 21:18:09 |
| Visits: | 1382 |
| Series: | [ The life and times of Legion ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Description:
Out of all the defiance... |
I've never been so fucking pissed in my life.
I made a deal with Amy and myself that I would wait like a month or so to see each other...try to work things out in the meantime...I also have been trying to work out things between this kid Jared and his sister Ak...well...something happened today which I can't get into for a few reasons...and totally blew away everything I'd been working up to for sometime...and it totally ruined what I was trying to achieve. I can't believe I was so easily tricked and fooled...and the fact I let it happen...I feel like some sort of idiot. Ugh...I already know I'm going to either A: Get yelled at or B: Something is going to bite me in the ass for it when I totally am innocent for once.
Just standing there having a normal day...and wow...imagine just waking up and then freaking out all through out your body...but because your soooo tired you can't show that your freaking out...you are just calm. That was me. Waking up and was at the end of my wits...but calm because I had no choice (physically).
THe only reason I haven't done something about it was I was convinced for about an hour that was done was done because Jared wanted to redeem himself in my eyes and that was really great but...oh lord...ugh...I'm just going to lose it...
Excuse me everyone...I'm going upstairs to take a nap. Hopefully when I return and have thought this through I'll be in a better mood...but right now I just feel used and decieved. I bet someone I know is probably feeling the same amount of surprised/decievedness as I am. *sigh*...I had to take his offer for the soda...I just had to.
Sincerely,
Legion |
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