PHQ-Nickname: Wolfsbane
Halfquake: The Chamber
Level: 1
Total kills: 64
Birthday: 00th 0000
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Mood: | depressive |
Type: | Diary entry |
Added: | March 28th 2004, 04:21:13 |
Visits: | 1336 |
Series: | [ Amy's Journals... ] |
Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Here's a list of songs that describe how i feel...
The Whole CD of Break The Cycle by Staind
Evanescence
Going Under
My Immortal
Haunted
Taking Over Me
Hello
My Last Breath
and parts of Whisper
Otep
Filthee
Emtee
My Confession
Menocide
System Of A Down
Chop Suey
Soil
My day has sucked majorly. Yeah, those aren't really positive songs are they. Heh. Fun though. I'm consantly sad. Can't help it, I just am. Not like I want to help it. Any happiness never lasts. It's over rated.
I keep hallucinating. Blood everywhere. Everywhere. Heh. It's pretty though. Oh well, it's only blood.
Yeah I cleaned half of the house today. The REALLY dirty half. I cleaned in hopes that my friend would come over. BUT...she couldn't, cuz her mom decided no. Well, I spent probably over five hours cleaning...all for nothing. Then my mom yelled at me cuz she had to do one god damned thing. The only thing she had to do all day. And she yells at me. Fuck that. I just walked away from her. I'm so sick of all the bullshit around here.
I clean for a long time. For no reason now. But...Lenore will come home with her god damned boy friend and Nicole will be talking about Allen all night. Fuck them. I don't want to hear it today. I don't want to put up with ANY of it. I want to curl up and die. |
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