PHQ-Nickname:
Wolfsbane
Halfquake:
The Chamber
Level:
1
Total kills:
64
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| Satanism is striking hard... |
| Mood: | happy |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | October 15th 2004, 01:43:58 |
| Visits: | 1439 |
| Series: | [ New Journals...heh ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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Well, I've gotten involved with some stuff that might be a bit over my head. It's Satanism. I'm not a Satanist, though I do agree with a lot of the things about it. So, I've gotten in way over my head. It all started in mid July, and it happened when I first lost my boyfriend, when he wanted the break. Since I didn't care about my life anymore, I just figured it wouldn't matter. Now I fear that I'm getting in way too far. I'm getting too involved. I'm getting completely drained all because of this place. I'm exhausted every time I go there, and I can hardly hold myself anymore. It's ruining my life. But, the Satanists there that abuse the name of Satanism itself know what I do and what I think. They just seem to know it all. Well, let them try as hard as they want. No one can break what I have with my boyfriend, and that is pure love. Not a love where I fear or where I'm hurt often. This love is one where he has REALLY saved my life, and never endangered it. But, I'm doing what I think is right, I'm not going to run from it, but I'm learning all I can about it. I have the Satanic Bible, and I know a lot of mini spells and counter spells. Not to mention I have some friends helping me with this, and I have some ghosts and spirits helping me. But, no matter what, I won't give up.
~Wolfsbane |
KraZe
October 15th 2004, 03:09:11
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| Well... Why did you get involved in Satanism? |
muddasheep
October 15th 2004, 12:23:40
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Since I didn't care about my life anymore, I just figured it wouldn't matter.
I guess, that's why  |
Wolfsbane
October 15th 2004, 23:43:53
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| I just didn't care. I had been getting involved for months prior, but it was all just weird when it came together in one big smash like that. |
Luciferus
October 16th 2004, 08:45:46
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| What kind of Satanism? Atheistic, Theistic or Anti-christian? |
Wolfsbane
October 17th 2004, 01:31:33
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| I'm really not entirely sure...my friend told me the different kinds...and what they mean or stand for...but I'm really not sure...I know that the people sacrifice animals and shit... |
Lucifera
October 23rd 2004, 09:36:08
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No, that's not true... animals and children are highly regarded... even more so than adult humans.
Atheistic satanists doesn't believe in Satan as an infernal creature, but as a symbol for the animal inside; the natural instincts that drives you and me and everyone else... while christianity sees this as a sin to let the body control you, the atheistic satanists sees it as a part of being a human... christians are not whole as they deni their animalistic part. Atheistic satanists are also strong supporters of reason, logic and science. They are enemies of the Church, but not christianity... even though they find religion to be something that doesn't belong in the modern world.
Theistic Satanists believe in Satan as a God and worship him. Like their atheistic brethrens they are not enemies of christianity and usually mind their own business.
Anti-christian satanists are those you often hear about in the news: those who can vandalize the graveyard or light the church on fire or something like that... they hate christianity and everything that is aligned with it. Like the theistic satanists they believe in Satan as a living creature; a god.
Personally I think the Theistic and the Anti-christian satanists are morons for believing in something that was invented by translation-mistake by a monk back in the 15th Century. The Jewish bible, the Thora (Old Testament) doesn't refer to any infernal creature or fallen angel...
Yes the word Satan is mentioned, but it's not a name... it comes from the Hebrew word Hasatan and means "adversary/accuser" and is used in Job's Book for the angel that accused Job for not being faithful to God and talked God into sending him down to Job to test him.
If you got more questions, you can just ask 
-Luciferus |
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