PHQ-Nickname:
Legion
Halfquake:
The Asylum
Level:
10
Total kills:
60,346
Birthday:
June 22nd 1984
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| Hate is Easy Friendship is hard |
My day went pretty splendid. I had a slight/small party tonight...hung out with the girlfriend...gave her one of the best nights of her life, (at least to what she says teehee!)
Tim brought over about 2 or 3 cases of Bud Ice, several kalua stacks...all for a small party I threw which started with 27 people and ended with four. I kept both Leigh and I sober while everyone who was old enough to drink...drank. I was a slight crusader in the fact I would collect the keys of anyone who had too much and would hand them to a friend. Only had to do it once, luckily...and his blue chevy is still out in the back. I kept thinking to myself, a legitimate party...how nice...for once everyone was doing what they should do...obeying the law, and still living it up. My theory proven, you can have a party...and not have to get in trouble by the end of the night or wake up with a hang over...cogent and somewhat sensible. (No such thing as complete sense around my friends).
I bought a pumpkin the other day...hung out with the group...again...helped make the movie a lil more and took some photos while at it...had alot of fun indeed. Carved the pumpkin with an evil smilely and had Crystal take the photo of it...
Well, anyway...by the end of the day, I was in a good mood.
Then this girl named Jackie IMed me...I had been in prior arguments with her months before...but she came to me kindly and respectfully...even though she was still in league with my darling ex girlfriend...she looked at me in a exemplary and honest...but what mattered the most was she saw me as innocent...blameless of the past. I didn't know what to say. I was so used to so much hostility...so much "I hate you, you'll die" or..."Go away" or "Revenge will be mine" etc...from the group I didn't know what to say...friendliness was hard for me to comprehend...for the two reasons...I kept waiting for the insult...and lastly afraid I was being manipulated...but..I finally accepted it...and went along.
Made me realize how hard friendship and forgiveness really is.
People think that saying "I hate you" Or "I don't care" is hard because they care so much...
The real challenge is to say, "I still care" and "I forgive you'...and lastly...
"Lets start over" If more friends and folks did that...but eh...
Sincerely,
Legion |
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