PHQ-Nickname:
Wolfsbane
Halfquake:
The Chamber
Level:
1
Total kills:
64
Birthday:
00th 0000
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| 9-13-03 Pointless house... |
| Mood: | awake |
| Type: | Diary entry |
| Added: | September 14th 2003, 08:58:57 |
| Visits: | 1329 |
| Series: | [ Amy's Journals... ] |
| Rating: | Not rated yet. |
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BOO! He he he...sorry bout that. Well, to today's topic. Well, I had to wake up at 8:30 this morning. Which was quite the effort, considering I have been sick for quite some time now, and I need more sleep and have not been getting it. *SIGH* Well, I've needed more sleep, have not gotten it, so I'm not just tired...but EXHAUSTED. Well, I'm still feeling sick. But, this morning, I had to wake up early so I could clean for my sister's party she was having. Well, lets just put it this way. I was angry all day, working for my bitch of a sister and not getting one thanx or any such thing. This made me angry. I had to clean and cook for her because her fucking friends were coming over. Well, that was a failure of an attempt. Her friends called saying that they would be about 4 hours late. So, I finally got permission to leave my fucking house. Well, I was still really fucking tired all day. My day could easily have been ruined by all the drunks that would have been at my house. Well, needless to say, I'm happy I got out. Legion came to get me, and since he cannot come to my door, he yelled out his car window, hoping I would hear him. Well, I heard him, and I got out of this hell hole of a house in no time at all. I spent the day with Rick. I was just so happy to see him. We hung out, tried some new things...*cough cough*...and talked a lot. Well, the night turned out to be good after it all. Even though I had an emotional moment in front of his friend and him and his mother. It wasn't the best thing that his friend and mother could have seen. I just kinda freaked out when he said I could go home late. Well, I just freaked and said some things about how eveyone would be drunk and how it would be worse for me to go home late. Well, yeah, that got a little rough around the edges. So, we had a talk. Well, it was more of a lot of switching from me to Lucius and Rikki was talking to us. Well, there was one point in the discussion in which Lucius almost lost it and broke down. The weird thing was, it was me who almost cried. It was weird. Something Rikki said just kicked in and made me really sad, but I was hiding it from view, Lucius on the other hand...almost lost it. I don't even think he's paying attention to ANYTHING right now. He's just...sleeping maybe...I'm not sure. I know he's not a personality, just a state of mind really. But, he's just...off somewhere...probably roaming the cobblestone streets of my mind and attacking my memories. Trying to see which ones he can stir up that will hurt me the most. Well, thats just Lucius, thats just how he is. He'll just bring up something that will hurt me because he got emotional today. And he knows if I had cried, I would have told Rikki it was him crying. He was crying in my head, practically screaming. Well, it concerned him, the thing that got to him to that extent. Its weird how its still bugging him, and he's just pretending he's not paying attention to me. Well, it hit him hard today, I mean, it hit me hard too, but I can deal with it. He just, he loves for maybe the second time, and he thought he was safe...and he may not be. Its weird. OOOPS. He's now mad I wrote that. But, he'll get over it by bringing up a bad memory. But, oh well. Well, when I got home, I found out that there really was no party. All the cooking and cleaning and waking up early...POINTLESS. This pisses me off. I had to wake up early...clean...cook...and do everything around the house...for no reason. Well, that pissed me off. But its all good. I'm just really tired right now...I was asleep for less than two hours and woke up to talk to Rick and write what I could. I didn't think I would write this much. Well, thats all for now. To whomever reads this. I wish you well, and peace.
Rick, I love you babes, never forget that.
~Amy |
Legion
September 15th 2003, 06:54:54
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*sigh*...
Hun...I know I've been screwing up as of recently and I'm so sorry...I love you. Just wanted to say that because I do care about you so much... |
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Legion
